Put a Stake through my Heart, and drag me into Sunlight!

Put a Stake through my Heart, and drag me into Sunlight!
Why do I still feel this way for you?
Why can't I forget you?

You are a part of me. You live in my blood, you exist in each one of my cells.
I'm so aware of you, even if you're so far away, even if I haven't talk to you in months.
I still love you. I'm sorry about that.
I would sell my soul to the Devil if He could make you come back to me.

I miss you. So much. You have no idea.
I find you at the corner of every love song...
I want to be back in your arms, I want to put my face against you chest, I want to hear you heartbeat again!
I just want you back. I want sunshine in my life again.
I'm tired of the rain. And rainbows just aren't enough.
I need a true sun. I'm missing the sunlight.

Don't you miss it at all? Us? I'd like to know which memories you kept of us.
Who am I for you now?
When you think about me, what do you see?

Where was I wrong? What have I said, or done, that made you go away?
Why wasn't I able to keep you by my side?
What did you need? What was that something I couldn't bring you?

You thought I had our life all made up in my head.
But you were so wrong!
I always lived from day to day.
I never knew what was coming tomorrow.
I just knew, wrongly, that tomorrow wouldn't come without you.
I trusted life.
Never thought the betrayal would come from you.
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# Posté le mardi 03 novembre 2009 15:45

I can't live...if living is without you...

I can't live...if living is without you...
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I cant live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
Can't live
If living is without you
can't give,
I can't give anymore

-Whitney Houston-
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# Posté le lundi 02 novembre 2009 16:18

Black Velvet Sea

Black Velvet Sea
Tonight the nightmare will come back. One year after the first time it showed up.
Be ready to fight for your life. Or this night will be the last one.

Would you believe me if I told you I miss you?
Would you understand if I told you I hate you, but somehow I still love you?
Would you come back if I went down on my knees and begged you to?
I guess not... But hope is still there, I don't even know why.

Tell me, are you ok? How is you life going on?
Do you miss me? Even just a little bit?

I must admit my own life is not so bad.
I have friends, good ones. And I love them very much.
But you created some kind of hole inside of me.. I'm missing some part of myself.
I can't find love anymore. I've been trying you know, to be happy again.
But I keep comparing them to you... I keep thinking about you when I'm with another man...
And I hurt them. Because of my feelings for you.
Feelings that don't want to fade away, whatever I do and whoever I met.

I know there's nothing you can do but I needed to say it.
I don't even know if you'll read that anyway..

I guess I'll never forget you. I'm gonna have to live with it.
I'll survive. I survived this night last year. The night of the dead.
I cut my hair thinking it would change things.
I was so wrong. I can't change who I am.
I can't change my feelings for you.
I'll just live with the souvenir of our once happiness.
Be happy now, wherever you are, whatever you're doing.
I'll be okay.
I promise.
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# Posté le samedi 31 octobre 2009 09:33

Waking Up

Waking Up
"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me."
-New Moon-

_Wake up! Time will not wait for you.
You have only one chance.
There's no going back_


I'm trying to do my best.
I want to make this change.
I can't let this emptyness control my life.
But it's just so hard sometimes...
I must find the will to go on.
For them, for you.

I just want you to hold me in your arms...

Take care of me, please.
'Cause I can't stand this weight on my shoulders anymore.
I can't be alone anymore.
I always thought I needed no one.
But I was wrong.
I need someone, someone strong.
Someone able to help me handle all that's happening.
Because I'm not strong enough anymore.

Crying just doesn't help.
Please make me laugh...
I need it so much!
Make me forget my pain,
For just one night.
Please.

Now the moon is looking at me.
The sunshine has gone away.

I just have one request: bring it back.
I'm freezing. You know I used to be so warm...
You must do something. Please.
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# Posté le vendredi 23 octobre 2009 14:00

Modifié le dimanche 25 octobre 2009 10:33

It's a Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars

It's a Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars


Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much the same
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
Lie, beautiful, oh

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running 'round in circles
Plagued with a quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me


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# Posté le dimanche 18 octobre 2009 15:08