Thinking about Right and Wrong...

Thinking about Right and Wrong...
My first thought is:
Of course you're wrong sweetheart!
The problem is that I don't know how to bring any proof of it.
I know that you are the one I need.
But there's a failure in my argument:
How could I pretend that I am the one you need?
Maybe I am being selfish by trying to get you back to me.
Maybe I am making you suffer with all my own pain.
And maybe that last thought was stupid!
Because I don't really know how you feel about me now.
Maybe you're just bored and irritated by all I can write to you.
Though I know you read it I don't know what you think about all this.
Am I just one stupid ex who can't get through the break-up?
Or do you really still care about me?
Should I try to make you change your mind?
Would it be the right thing to do? Would I success?
You said you would always be there.
But what does that meen exactly?
Could it be that somehow you still have some feelings for me?
Or am I just being wrongly hopefull again?
Maybe the right thing is to go on and forget about that tragedy.
But I can't help it, I keep thinking that by leaving me,
You did the wrong choice.
I am not pretending I'm perfect!
But you and me...
It was so easy, so natural...
But once again maybe I was the only one who thought so.
I don't know what to think about all this anymore...
Maybe there's simply no right, nor wrong...
And sometimes we just have to make choices for our own good.
Forgeting about the other's.
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# Posté le dimanche 29 novembre 2009 12:38

Modifié le mercredi 02 décembre 2009 16:12

Synthetic Happiness

Synthetic Happiness
Without you the little pleasures of life are just placebos...
Nothing seems true, it's like I'm surrounded by some kind of mist.
I'm hanging through my life like a ghost.

I've been thinking about you all day,
Wandering if I should, or not, call you.
I deceided not. I guess I'm just a coward.
I don't even know what I fear.
I don't even know what would be worst:
If you didn't answer, or if you did answer,
I don't know how I would react to the sound of your voice.
I'd better avoid it, for my own sake.

I'll keep going on with my placebo.
Maybe sometime I'll get it right.
And the false will become true.
Maybe...


And hey, by the way, happy birthday... I miss you...
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# Posté le lundi 23 novembre 2009 13:27

Modifié le lundi 23 novembre 2009 13:40

Where Are You?

Where Are You?
Where are you when everything is falling apart?
Don't you know how much I need you right now?
No, of couse you don't... You don't know about this weight on my shoulders.
You don't know about all the little things, all that's happening to me.
The world is falling into pieces aroud me...
I really need some help right now...
Oh, how I wish to be in your arms!
Just to feel complete once again.
I just want to forget about this hole in my chest,
Even if it's only for a second.
And forget all the rest.
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# Posté le lundi 16 novembre 2009 15:56

Put a Stake through my Heart, and drag me into Sunlight!

Put a Stake through my Heart, and drag me into Sunlight!
Why do I still feel this way for you?
Why can't I forget you?

You are a part of me. You live in my blood, you exist in each one of my cells.
I'm so aware of you, even if you're so far away, even if I haven't talk to you in months.
I still love you. I'm sorry about that.
I would sell my soul to the Devil if He could make you come back to me.

I miss you. So much. You have no idea.
I find you at the corner of every love song...
I want to be back in your arms, I want to put my face against you chest, I want to hear you heartbeat again!
I just want you back. I want sunshine in my life again.
I'm tired of the rain. And rainbows just aren't enough.
I need a true sun. I'm missing the sunlight.

Don't you miss it at all? Us? I'd like to know which memories you kept of us.
Who am I for you now?
When you think about me, what do you see?

Where was I wrong? What have I said, or done, that made you go away?
Why wasn't I able to keep you by my side?
What did you need? What was that something I couldn't bring you?

You thought I had our life all made up in my head.
But you were so wrong!
I always lived from day to day.
I never knew what was coming tomorrow.
I just knew, wrongly, that tomorrow wouldn't come without you.
I trusted life.
Never thought the betrayal would come from you.
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# Posté le mardi 03 novembre 2009 15:45